Breaking It Down

So yesterday I had a breakdown...again! Im so tired of the emotional breakdowns Ive been having lately. Thats two -- count em --two in one month. Thats a little ridiculous. Of course if my hubby was here that wouldnt happen at all. then again hes away because hes doing the Navy thing for us. If it wasnt for my best friend being there with me yesterday and her comforting words and hugs then I would have really been an even bigger mess. Ive been so glad to have my best friend around, but that was part of the reason I had a breakdown too. I was realizing that my time here at home with my friends and family is slowly being narrowed down. Im now 11 days from seeing my hubby again. And then about a month after that I will be moving to a place where I dont know anyone except my husband. I will be in for a huge culture shock. Oy vey! So after having this breakdown and talking about it Im ok for now. We'll see how long this lasts. And thats breaking it down.